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Hadeon Pitchblende

Who are you


Hadeon Pitchblende is a nuclear chemist for FCL (fusion core lab). With his team, they are working on diverse projects related to nuclear power, like finding a way to recycle the wastes.. His mutations are abnormal, and nobody knows exactly what happened to him other than it is somehow related to his exposure to radioactivity. He tends to do experiments by himself, things he probably shouldn't do..

Name: Hadeon Pitchblende
Age: 27
Species: Human? (mutant?)
Gender: Male (questionning demiboy?)
Pronouns: He/him
Orientation: Autoromantic, Oriented AroAce
Job: Nuclear chemist

♡ Geology, science, experimenting

♡ Any spicy and acidic food, lemonade and lemon tea

♡ Keeping as pets animals he probably shouldn't

♡ 90s/early 2000s technology

✖ Anything, anyone that doubts science

✖ Crowded, loud, hot, overwhelming spaces; hospitals

✖ Getting called a goat, people touching his tail

✖ Germs, uncleanliness

Under your skin


Hadeon's personality is a dynamic mix of ambition, eccentricity and emotional depth. His innovative mind and experimental nature made him a groundbreaking scientist, in contrast to his chaotic, wild and impulsive essence. While his dedication and cleanliness are admirable, his self-destructive tendencies and emotional sensitivity present daily challenges.

Height: 174cm
D.O.B: 07/01/1996
Birthplace: Berlin, Germany
Languages: English, German
Religion: None
Physical Issues: Chronic pain in his left arm and leg, back and neck pain from the weight of his tail and horns
Disorders: Bad relationship with food, pica, hypermobility
Eyesight: 20/20
Build: Pretty skinny, he doesn't eat much and isn't into sports, fat gets mostly stored in his tail
Wealth: Average nuclear chemist pay, around 12K a month
Weight: 79kg (with tail)
Ethnicity: German/Ukrainian
Place Of Upbringing: Berlin and New York
Voice: Soft, sometimes hisses because of his tongue, has weird intonations from times to times. Still has a small german accent, his english vocabulary isn't perfect.
Current Residence: California ?
Mental Isssues: Anxiety, autism
Hearing: Perfect
Mannerism: Stimming; flickers his tongue, cat like body language, smokes

Strenght: ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢
Stamina: ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢
Resilience: ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢
Agility: ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢
Patience: ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢
Confidence: ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢ ☢
Optimist Pessimist
Extroverted Introverted
Patient Temperamental
Truthful Deceitful
Rational Emotional
Diligent Relaxed
Hyper Mellow
Sceptical Trusting
Organised Chaotic

look at you


Designer: Gremzon
Creation date: 15/02/2021
Status: Not for sale/ trade, do not offer
Fanart; Fanfic; Friend (ask); Gore
NSFW; Ships; Gender- bending; "Fixing"
Design
  • The length of his tail is a little longer than his body's;
  • He has a lot of freckles on his body, a few of them are neon green;
  • He is stressed and struggles to sleep, he has marked eye bags;
  • His main golden strand of hair is dyed, the others, smaller, are just his natural hair, some strands not turning black and staying blond;
  • His fur (tail and ears) is iridescent like some bird's feathers, and he has a few grey hairs growing in his fur and hair;
  • His scar tissue sometimes grows scales. The scales are iridescent, like his fur;
  • His blood is a darker red than usual and has greenish reflections, just like his fur and scales. His tears and saliva are slightly green as well;
  • He has a long, green forked tongue, reassembling the one of some kind of reptile. His teeth are all triangular and extremely sharp;
  • [optional] Can be drawn with sharp nails, and any color of nail polish, mainly green, black, or gold;
  • The scars on the left half of his body were caused by a lab incident involving a lot of hydrochloric acid;
  • He initially put the livestock tag in his right ear as some form of self-harm, he cannot take it off as easily as a normal piercing, and he would have to either rip or cut it off;
  • The metal structure of his tail prosthetic can rotate, making it more flexible;
  • All the pants he owns are modified so his tail comfortably fits in them;
  • The knot he uses on his tie is called a Trinity knot;
  • He wears sock suspenders to keep them in place, socks falling down his legs and not fitting right would trigger his sensory issues;
  • On special occasions, he may wear gold shimmering makeup on his face;
  • His sleeves are often rolled up to keep himself cool, unless he wears something on top of his shirt like his lab outfit or coat, or if he wants to look more presentable during special occasions;
  • When he wears his coat, his shirt's sleeves are rolled down, and he wears leather gloves. The one on his right uninjured hand is fingerless whereas the other is a full glove;
  • He uses a lime green LG rumor as a phone; when wearing shorter gloves, he wears a black Casio calculator watch on his left wrist;
  • The branches of his glasses are modified to fit his animal-shaped ears;
  • When working in his lab, he doesn't wear all his dangling chains, so they don't dip in chemicals;
  • He wears his fancy outfits on really special occasions. It is pretty overwhelming to wear, but he also really likes it because it expresses his originality. He likes to play with gender roles, wearing heels and fabric around his waist resembling a skirt. His glasses, prosthetics, and jewelry are more sophisticated as well;
  • His hat is modified to be easier to put on and fit his horns.
Trivia
  • His body language is similar to a cat, with his tail and ears. He can hiss, growl, and purr;
  • He has a mild nicotine addiction;
  • He has 3 pets: a Eurasian lynx he rescued on a trip back to Europe called Autunite; a mountain lion he also rescued called Ekanite and a Burmese python he found in Florida called Torbernite;
  • He used to look like a normal blond man, and for "unknown" reasons, he is the only one who went through such transformations from radiation exposure... He is highly against anyone trying to use him as a lab rat, but his condition might be related to some kind of radiotrophic fungus he accidentally inhaled in a cave;
  • His body temperature is higher than average, around 42°c instead of 37°c. Because of this, he is really bad at handling summer;
  • He takes great care of his tail, brushing it constantly. Plus, he sheds his fur in summer, so he has to groom it in order to not make a mess;
  • He is pretty skinny because all of the fat he consumes gets stored in his tail, which is why it's so big;
  • He is very agile and flexible, it is his main way to defend himself, as well as biting, and his saliva is acidic, which makes the wounds painful;
  • His sense of smell isn't the best, but his snake-like tongue compensates for it. Same thing for his ears, he is very sensitive to noises, even to ones that might not be audible to normal humans;
  • He is pretty anxious, and has autism, so he stims a lot, especially touching his ears and tie, his body is really expressive, contrasting with his struggle to verbalise his emotions. He sometimes shakes his tail prosthetic like a rattle snake when he's stressed;
  • "Pitchblende" wasn't the last name he was born with, he changed it to move on from his past with his abusing mother;
  • Hadeon might have cannibalistic tendencies... Who knows;
  • He doesn't glow in the dark, but does under black lights;
  • His main hobby is geology, and he often goes on trips to find minerals, he has a room in his house to expose his collection, containing mainly radioactive and green rocks;
  • His house's aesthetic would be a mix between cassette futurism and art deco, mainly dark green and gold;
  • His tail grew asymmetrical and was bothering him, this is why he has a prosthetic, to equilibrate the weight at the end of it;
  • He may like acidic food, he is not immune to it, just more resistant. On the other hand, he cannot feel the taste of alcohol, so he often drinks too much without realizing it;
  • Whilst he accepts his weird appearance, he is self-conscious about his scars, and would never take any of his clothes off especially gloves in front of anybody;
  • He used to wear his sunglasses to make his odd eyes less obvious, but he keeps them since he has sensory issues and light bothers him;
  • Pain doesn't bother him much as long as it isn't extreme. On the other hand, he cannot stand warm temperatures;
  • He has a lime iMac G3, modified to run Windows;
  • His laugh sounds like a fox gekkering.

What's wrong with you


Childhood

Hadeon's father is Ukrainian and moved to Berlin for his job as an engineer, where he met Hadeon's mother. Hadeon was born in January 1996 and lived in Berlin until he was four, when his parents decided to move to New York for a "better life." This was a traumatic experience for him, as he struggled to adjust to American life, leaving behind everything and everyone he knew, and not understanding the language at first.

After 2001, following an infamous event, the family began to fall apart. Hadeon's mother started drinking, lost her job, and became increasingly abusive towards both her son and husband. The family faced many challenges, with only Hadeon's father earning income. Hadeon's mental health deteriorated due to his mother's behavior. He tried his best to make her proud, achieving straight A's in school, but she seemed indifferent to his efforts.

As his father worked longer hours to support the family, he was home less frequently. Hadeon, feeling neglected, longed for time with his father, the only one who truly cared for him. Unfortunately, his mother's deteriorating mental state resulted in her doing everything possible to keep them apart.

In high school, the situation worsened. His parents fought frequently, resulting in Hadeon's mother kicking his father out of the house and forbidding Hadeon from seeing him. This took a significant toll on Hadeon's mental health, leading him to fail in school and lose interest in his studies. All he wanted was to reunite with his father and escape his difficult living situation.

Hadeon's father relocated to Nevada for a job and bought a piece of land in the desert. Meanwhile, Hadeon's mother, who refused to work, coerced him into making his father send her money, using guilt as a weapon. Despite these struggles, Hadeon managed to graduate from high school, but this meant he was now trapped at home with his mother.

He wanted to get a small job to earn money for moving out, but she opposed that, wanting to keep him with her and continue to manipulate his father into sending support. Fortunately, Hadeon's life took a dramatic turn when his father found an incredible fossil and sold it for a substantial amount of money. They maintained communication via email, which Hadeon cleverly hid from his mother. His father shared the exciting news, promising to pay for Hadeon's college and sending him a one-way plane ticket to join him in Nevada.

That night, Hadeon packed his belongings and left without saying a word, being careful to leave no clues behind.


Early adulthood

He spent a year with his father to catch up on all the years they had missed together. He graduated early, having been gifted in middle school and allowed to skip several grades. High school was challenging, especially due to his mental health struggles, but he thankfully graduated, and now he felt free.

Living in a big house in the desert, he spent his days outside, picking up rocks and collecting fossils. He had always been passionate about geology, but it hadn't been possible to explore minerals in a city like New York. His mother found his passion foolish and often insulted him when he discussed his hobbies. Hadeon’s mental health improved now that he was away from her. His father supported him by paying for college, as he wanted to study again.

Hadeon flew to Harvard to pursue a degree in chemistry. During his studies, he worked as a lab assistant to earn money and gain more knowledge. He also joined a geology club and went on trips with them during holidays to dig for interesting minerals.

However, by the end of college, he began to develop strange mutations. It started with his eyes, changing from a natural light blue to a striking electric blue, while the rest of his eyes turned green. He tried to conceal the change with sunglasses, but when his teeth started to fall out, he found that much more alarming and difficult to hide. Fortunately, he didn't interact much with other students and often wore a mask. Eventually, his teeth grew back, but they were sharper than before.


Adulthood

After five years, he was 24 and had earned his PhD in nuclear chemistry. He moved back to Nevada with his father for a few months while searching for a job. Shortly after, he was accepted into a lab in California, where he continues to work today. Unfortunately, during this time, his mutations worsened: his horns and tail began to grow, and his mental health declined once again. He considered not accepting the job, but his father encouraged him to take it, so he did and moved to California.

A few days before he moved, his mother unexpectedly returned after years of no contact. Both Hadeon and his father were unsure how she had found them, but it was a stormy autumn night. Hadeon decided it was time to deal with her once and for all, and after that night, she was never seen again.

His health was deteriorating; from his new appearance to the stress and anxiety associated with the move and the new job, he felt overwhelmed. At the lab, Hadeon started arriving early and leaving late, trying to avoid interactions with others, despite needing to work alongside his coworkers. Thankfully, his colleagues accepted him, although some were eager to understand his mutations. Hadeon firmly refused to allow anyone to run tests on him.

Over time, he gradually accepted himself, exploring and experimenting with his identity. He came to peace with who he is and felt more content, eventually recognizing that he is queer. Unfortunately, shortly after accepting himself, he had a freak accident at the lab, resulting in severe acid burns on half of his body. He was rushed to the hospital, where he faced a difficult time. The burns affected the skin on the left side of his body, leaving significant scarring.

During his hospital stay, Hadeon felt insecure and paranoid about the medical staff testing him without his knowledge. The environment was overwhelming—bright lights, noise, pain, sleepless nights, and a lack of privacy. The entire experience was traumatizing, and he struggled again with accepting his image due to the scars, which he tried to conceal with long clothing and gloves that he never removed.

Hadeon's and his team’s main goal is to find a way to recycle nuclear waste to alleviate the public's fear of this remarkable energy source, hoping to combat climate change. This goal is fueled by personal motivations as well; he wants to prove to the world that he is more than just a freaky-looking individual and hopes the public will appreciate him. However, achieving this may become increasingly difficult ever since the government approached the lab, requesting assistance in developing new, more lethal chemical weapons. Hadeon has always wanted to use science for peace, not war, leading to tensions in the workplace. While most scientists prefer to follow orders to avoid trouble, Hadeon is vocal about his beliefs, risking his job despite being one of the company’s top chemists.

At 26, he accidentally discovered a way to time travel, disguising it as a freezer in his basement. His first trip led him to meet Swordtail, and since then, he has been unable to stop visiting him. Hadeon keeps this ability a secret due to the risk of the government discovering it, fearing they might misuse it and alter the past in ways that could worsen the present.